Emo

今天突然心情很不好,很久没有情绪低落成那样了。上一次是去年了吧---

Sometime i scared that no one know what i am doing .

Sometime i scared that no one know what i am thinking .

Sometime i scared that no one remember me.

Sometime i scared the people that i care will ignore me.

Sometime i wonder, you just can call my name, even not.

Sometime i scared, reach out my hand to get help.

Sometime i scared...lonely but i still stubborn and not to get help.

Sometime i gonna ask, but sorry i stop by myself.

I just want someone to hear or care,but if you ask, i cant say.

And sometime i just fall in love with myself.

And sometime i realised that why,because i am a weak,weak man, without any strength.

I live without dream, target ,focus， center of life.

I have no courage, and power to do what i want.

I dont know how to maintain.

I always poison myself

until a freak.

Dont worry ya, just sometime will emo.

Try to recover as fast as i can.